2012年8月10日星期五

In The End...

In the end I still haven't made myself become a man I wished and promised her to be... Still selfish, childish. Do things before thinking of them. Let bad mood take control my behavior... I always said wrong words, and then realize it will hurt her but everything already comes too late... "How many roads must a man walk down before they call him a man"? I walk too few roads. Maybe I'm on the road now.

How I wish I haven't said those words? How can I avoid such things to happen?  Maybe I should recite the real to-do list every day and do exactly what it tells me to do...